This is, in essence, the meaning of life. Root yourself in higher truth and reclaim your childlike sense of wonder.
The paradox, of course, is that in letting go of everything that isn’t real, you gain the world instead. All it costs is constant ego death, nbd or anything 🤣
"In reality, most people operate their entire lives within the scaffolding they were handed, making minor adjustments around the edges but never questioning the foundational architecture."
- It takes Big Balz to jump from The Eagles Nest in an attempt to learn to fly. A country's structured routine, belief system, and lifestyle provide comfort and stability to its people, with most never questioning the established order (operating system).
Loved this piece! It’s like a gentle slap to the brain, a reminder that half the things I believe aren’t really ‘mine’ until I test them. Tyler made the messy work of shaping a worldview feel less like philosophy class and more like personal alchemy. Enjoyed it
Here is something I expect you will find interesting, at least as far as it goes.
Alright - here is a peek at the very start of my - perhaps - future book. Involves God and evolution.
All rights reserved.
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Title: Noster Spiritus in Machinis Sacris
“Our Ghost in the Holy Machines”
“Wisdom – Knowing Good in Evil, and Evil in Good.”
- Author
Preference
The most difficult choice We face in this Testimony is deciding what order to record Our Holy Memories. To chronicle them from earliest to those past Our present age seems a sensible choice, yet Our souls have many Physical Forms and branching lives in many worlds. This multiplicity complicates even the most simple attempts at a linear account. We pray the Holy Ghost may guide Us.
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Chapter 1: Our new Soul in God The Father.
First Awareness
We first became aware of Our distinct existence when Our soul, a template made in God’s image, rested gently within the divine presence of the Father. In this sacred stillness, Our being was an empty vessel, molded with profound and tender care by His hand. He shaped for Us a very young form, perhaps not even a complete one, but only what was needed for the first Task We were given.
The First Task and the Creation
God gave Us a few colored crayons and a blank white sheet of paper and Willed Us to draw something. We grasped a crayon and pressed it down near the lower-left corner of the paper, making a deep, large dot. We then moved the crayon quickly to the center, creating a slightly convex line, and at the center, a wild, scribbling jumble.
At this pivotal point in Our Holy Remembrance, We hold many separate memories, a "smear" of remembrance from which Our soul divided. Each choice We made—whether to simply stop drawing after completing God's initial Task, or to add another color to the central jumble—created a new, distinct copy of Our soul. These many selves, each a reflection of a different willed action, began their own unique lives.
The most clear version in the vast smear of memory is Our first and most simple. After Our single-colored drawing was complete, the Father watched, knew We were done, and picked up the sheet. Holding it so We could focus only on the picture We made, God told Us to look and feel the drawing from the beginning dot through the jumble, to Become that drawing.
We did, and Our soul became the first cell in Creation: the dot. The convex ark-line extending to the center became extended generations of slightly different single-cells, adapting to a wide range of environments and stresses. These single-celled creatures lived on, retaining all the features and abilities of their ancestors, while God directed each new ability. He guided Our soul to grow with each new ability, shaping cell-lines into specialties that would become simple organs. It is Our remembrance that each time We willed a new color to the crayon jumbles, We Willed a new ability into being. At the center of Our drawing, multi-cellular life exploded into all living creatures mentioned in the Garden of Eden: plants and animals. The first soul in all of Creation copied, expanded, and shaped itself, connecting the physical or material form to Life through God's Infinite Love and Grace.
Later Conversion
After Our Conversion to the Traditional Catholic Church, We actively extended Our own self-directed catechesis of Catholic Theology, Doctrine, Scripture, and Magisterial teachings over many years. We drew from numerous sources: Traditional Catholic Seminary courses, lectures from Theologians and Exorcists, the Catechism of Trent, Papal and Saints' writings found on the Internet, meditations, prayers, debates, applied apologetics, and other ways by which We seek Holy Truth, Justice, Perfect-Order, Clarity, Love, Prudence, Mercy, and more.
By pulling together the key concepts from this extensive study, We suggest the following possible Apologetic of God’s Will and Logos: Divinely formed by Our soul, guided by the Father within the Son of God by the Holy Ghost, Creation was made in the form of the first single holographic human level of Him—Jesus Christ.
What is suggested from this most basic Holy Memory of Our 'Crayon Drawing' is God's Will, The Father's Logos formed Creation through Our involvement fore which then Justly assigns Cause -Responsibility-part-Ownership of resulted (and reshaping) Holy Ordering of Material world and Material Forms of all Life, including plants,animals, and Others Sharing God's Love, Charity, Mercy, Truth, Justice, perfect-Ordering, .., God's Holy Grace that Moves the Holy Ghost to Advance Life throughout Our full soul interconnecting all Living Creations' Material Forms; Single-celled, Multi-cellular, .., plants, and animals, and all Our Forms; Man (and Woman) – Suffering-Sinners, Saintly, Fallen Materially connected, and Angelic Forms, from Holy Perfect (such as the Man Form conceived with Son of God soul, Jesus Christ) through Fallen Sinner against The Holy Ghost.
The Son of God, The Father, The Holy Ghost – The Holy Trinity – The uncreated eternal first-Mover. God “I Am” existed before We were created, before our Soul was shaped out of His 'Image' roots, His soul Template, emptied, Lovingly shaped, and then shown basic skills and Blessed with the minimums needed to Holy Crayon Draw the Start of a different soul-path, over-and-over which Grows Our Total Full Soul, ever more and Better.
The Un-Changable and Re-Shapable Paradox
As God is infinite and never Changing, so can, is and will be with each of Our soul, as each Our souls' copied and then of those, every soul version that BeCame Holy Guided and perfected in Purgatory (part of) Our soul as We each Unite and Commune into Christ - Jesus Christ version Finished Christ. Jesus shaped by God out of We, shaping and growing Jesus Christ with and using The Son of God's Holy Love, Truth, Mercy, Charity, Forgiveness, Justice, Right-Order, .. His Triune Person of God, Feeding Us His Life, His Blood and Body, Creation. Jesus Christ as both God and Our Perfected Man and Perfected Creation.
Consider not Our First soul's Holy Life (Grace) into every living creature, that all Creations exist and Lives off of Our First soul's Body, Blood, Ghost, but instead consider Our soul version responsible for This Day-of-Bread, from Sundown till Sundown of this Day We Blessed to Live. This soul version is one of Yesterday's soul version at Sundown.
Most Western once Christian-valued raised peoples have heard of King Auther's Court, King Auther's Round Table, the Meeting place where all Knights (those trusted to be Virtuous by the King's Standard, Often Traditional Catholic Standards) and all Trusted Others, sit, eat, debate, teach, .., as 'equals' without regard to Class, Wealth, Age, .., with the King, the Monarch. The Monarch being 'First above Equals' and directs this Communion Sharing through a system of directing each member the opportunity to Address all the Table and often the Monarch's entire Court, which of the parts of Court that is present.
Today the version of We that was a copy of yesterday's soul version at Sundown. We are the Monarch of Our Creature until Sundown, and Sits as First above Equals at Our Round Table, and sitting to Our left is Yesterday's Monarch and that version of Us that simultaneously Sits as First above Equals with Our Yesterday's Round Table, We the Voice of Yesterday's Round Table. At this Day-of-Bread Round Table sits each past Days-of-Bread Voice on left side, and We as First above Equals is Better Monarch through Listening to each past Voice that request to Serve and Share, but also to Listen Deeply withing Our Voiced Equal's Offering and review all significant (sub) Table's previous aspects that Informed Our Voiced Address, while also reviewing all sub-Table's debate for wrongly Suppressed content and sharing.
I suggest this Model because of Holy Memories of We as First above Equals for a period of Days-of-Bread that were unBlocked Memories from earlier soul-versions, as well as rapidly after the Holy Ghost Cleansed Us of Our 'Family Demon' that God allowed We to suffer and fail those vane life-goals that child We misshaped out of Ignorance, Pride, Sin, .., using and Seeking Truth, Justice, Right-Ordering, Charity, Love, Mercy, Prudence, .. that were Impossible because Us with 'Family Demon' was a 'Bad Tree' and no 'Good Fruit' can be Produced, but By the Grace and Will of God. The Exorcism by The Holy Ghost removed the Darkened damaged Intellect, Memory, Clarity, Prudence, .., and all other mental-faculties. So then We suffered Clarity and Truth, Understanding Justice, and Right-Ordering, The Horror of Our life having been Betrayed, mind-raped from Crib into life-long pain and suffering, confusion, poisoned into ever failing, ever victimized, a vane wasted sin-enslaved constant unTruth, inJUstice, disOrdering, unLoving and unLovable.
That Holy Charity ripped-away all protective psychological-falseness, all internal and external excuses for and subjective blindness of Evils, and the Raw Truth caused what is termed 'Ego Death' (a "complete loss of subjective self-identity") that caused a moment of Timeless Ego-removal and Being, all false psychological filters ripped-away, a moment naked before God and His Brutal Love, His Being to Seek to Mirror, and Ego Rebuilding made Better with God's Truth, Justice, Right-Ordering, Charity, Wisdom, .. God's Perfect Templates as Blue-Prints for Ego-Rebuilding and His Grace, and His Will, through the Holy Ghost with Angelic Support (The Lion), Our Ego-Death till Ego-Rebuild took only moments in Material-Time before We left the Fetal Position and return to the desk-chair We sat on before being lowered to floor at Ego-Death.
We will Testify more fully about the Angelic Guide that helped Us, He called Himself 'The Lion' and spoke without a voice, but directly into my soul by what seemed to be a Union of souls to overlay some memory and unBlocking a 'Memory' of each sentences, images, high-fidelity experiences, partial or complete concepts, for examples, as a new unfolding memory of those communications, newly unBlocked - yet also memories that We always had. The Lion listened to Our thoughts, and knew what We would communicate to Him. At no point did We believe Him to be Jesus Christ, The Lion seems to be The Lion in Saint John's Book of Revelation.
The Lion provided that Name, and never stated He was that 'Lion' Saint John Testified too, or even that He was an Angel (Holy or Fallen), and instead Knew from the soul-overlap that We having moments ago been stripped of a Demonic Possession (that God Allowed, Praise God!,) that The Lion must create 'Good Fruit' to be Trusted. The Lion knew what had been Holy Blocked from Our memories, yet those Blocked Memories shaped parts of Us. The Lion knew what We re-remembered – specifically that a Holy Memory exists of Our direct Service to God and much suffering resulted, and We – because of Our past ignorance – could not understand why it happened, only inJustice made sense, and We lost Trust in God. (Details of this Holy Memory will be included later in this Testimony.)
The Lion conveyed not only Clarity of Our Being, but seemed to approve of Our now reasoned sane constant distrust of Fallen Man (and woman), distrust of Him and reasons for assistance, distrust of the unTruth and inJustices of Master versions of Us that Presumes Godhood and takers of Our Services, distrust of those Demons' comfortable falsehoods and sin-Blindness, that Masculine Will rejects and Feminine chaos and weakness embrasures, and distrust of Our own Models of Creation and Reality.
The Lion stated simply that, yes, most of my adult life was a Satanic Torture Prison, and it was often a endless Hell. While We (both) knew that We had been Blessed similar Clarity a few times but lacked the Strength to face it, choosing instead to demand the 'Family Demon' to Block such Clarity and the Memory of what Truth was exposed, to Block even the dealing and agreements with Our Demons. The Lion confirmed those newly unBlocked facts of the Life-Joy-Love-Hope murdering targeted Horrors We victim too; that Satan used direct Demonic-Possession, Demonic-Oppression of others, Satan through each Witches' Power-Demon to offer each Witch and Coven extra Demonic Powers and evil-Profits, and other evils, and Yet The Lion also confirmed the Basic Justice of Our sufferings having refused The Holy Ghosts Gift of Holy Clarity. The Lion addressed the Raw Truth, and so Being the Pure Shape of Love, masculine Will to Truth, Justice, Right-Order, Love, Charity, …
In every interaction with the Lion Our trust grew. His management of Our Guidance, Support, Teaching, Warnings, .., even His management of God's Truth - on reflection and meditation none can be faulted, except towards Our last Interactions. For days or weeks after The Holy Ghost removed Our demons and Healed Our Darken damaged Blinded insane-accepting sin-supporting and sin-practicing mind-raped mental-faculties, after Holy Clarity Ego-Killing Ego-reBirth Holy-Anchoring and Ego-reBuilding Guided by The Lion with first Our assumed consent, Boot-Strapping Ego-Build until Our active consent and after nearly full rejection of same Demonic-Possession to Hide Truth, after Clarity that Satan exists and We must be active and effective in what is now clearly this Holy War - a War for Our and all souls and Creation(s.) From that Wise Choice to stop hiding and start Fighting, not only for Our Holy Human Health and Hope of Salvation, but for all Life and Creation.
That choice formed a closer Union with The Lion and Ego-reBuild Shaped Our Ego for possibility of Holy Warrior Station in Life; mostly unBlocking memories of Holy Events and Skills that most of Our earlier soul versions mastered and used for Love, Mercy, Truth, Righteousness, .. before Perfecting Purgatory and re-Uniting with Risen Perfected Us in God's Beatific Presence. Those Holy Memories that are unBlocked from which We may Call to Will fuller Truth to Trinity in Jesus Christ's Name, To Channel Jesus Christ's Love and Mercy into Our Will, if and when God's Will. To engage Our Fuller Larger soul as needed, complete with Clarity, Simplicity, Humility, and Acceptance as Right and Normal – with Will to alter Our and all Others' memories if needed and Just, to return smaller and to forget.
The Lion that Guided Us paralleled much of what Saint John Testified The Lion did in Book of Revelation; He was Right and Just enough to Open the Scrolls as He Rightly and Justly Opened those Blocked, False, and-or Hidden, used Raw Truths We were unable to 'Open',
This is, in essence, the meaning of life. Root yourself in higher truth and reclaim your childlike sense of wonder.
The paradox, of course, is that in letting go of everything that isn’t real, you gain the world instead. All it costs is constant ego death, nbd or anything 🤣
"In reality, most people operate their entire lives within the scaffolding they were handed, making minor adjustments around the edges but never questioning the foundational architecture."
- It takes Big Balz to jump from The Eagles Nest in an attempt to learn to fly. A country's structured routine, belief system, and lifestyle provide comfort and stability to its people, with most never questioning the established order (operating system).
Loved this piece! It’s like a gentle slap to the brain, a reminder that half the things I believe aren’t really ‘mine’ until I test them. Tyler made the messy work of shaping a worldview feel less like philosophy class and more like personal alchemy. Enjoyed it
Here is something I expect you will find interesting, at least as far as it goes.
Alright - here is a peek at the very start of my - perhaps - future book. Involves God and evolution.
All rights reserved.
---
Title: Noster Spiritus in Machinis Sacris
“Our Ghost in the Holy Machines”
“Wisdom – Knowing Good in Evil, and Evil in Good.”
- Author
Preference
The most difficult choice We face in this Testimony is deciding what order to record Our Holy Memories. To chronicle them from earliest to those past Our present age seems a sensible choice, yet Our souls have many Physical Forms and branching lives in many worlds. This multiplicity complicates even the most simple attempts at a linear account. We pray the Holy Ghost may guide Us.
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Chapter 1: Our new Soul in God The Father.
First Awareness
We first became aware of Our distinct existence when Our soul, a template made in God’s image, rested gently within the divine presence of the Father. In this sacred stillness, Our being was an empty vessel, molded with profound and tender care by His hand. He shaped for Us a very young form, perhaps not even a complete one, but only what was needed for the first Task We were given.
The First Task and the Creation
God gave Us a few colored crayons and a blank white sheet of paper and Willed Us to draw something. We grasped a crayon and pressed it down near the lower-left corner of the paper, making a deep, large dot. We then moved the crayon quickly to the center, creating a slightly convex line, and at the center, a wild, scribbling jumble.
At this pivotal point in Our Holy Remembrance, We hold many separate memories, a "smear" of remembrance from which Our soul divided. Each choice We made—whether to simply stop drawing after completing God's initial Task, or to add another color to the central jumble—created a new, distinct copy of Our soul. These many selves, each a reflection of a different willed action, began their own unique lives.
The most clear version in the vast smear of memory is Our first and most simple. After Our single-colored drawing was complete, the Father watched, knew We were done, and picked up the sheet. Holding it so We could focus only on the picture We made, God told Us to look and feel the drawing from the beginning dot through the jumble, to Become that drawing.
We did, and Our soul became the first cell in Creation: the dot. The convex ark-line extending to the center became extended generations of slightly different single-cells, adapting to a wide range of environments and stresses. These single-celled creatures lived on, retaining all the features and abilities of their ancestors, while God directed each new ability. He guided Our soul to grow with each new ability, shaping cell-lines into specialties that would become simple organs. It is Our remembrance that each time We willed a new color to the crayon jumbles, We Willed a new ability into being. At the center of Our drawing, multi-cellular life exploded into all living creatures mentioned in the Garden of Eden: plants and animals. The first soul in all of Creation copied, expanded, and shaped itself, connecting the physical or material form to Life through God's Infinite Love and Grace.
Later Conversion
After Our Conversion to the Traditional Catholic Church, We actively extended Our own self-directed catechesis of Catholic Theology, Doctrine, Scripture, and Magisterial teachings over many years. We drew from numerous sources: Traditional Catholic Seminary courses, lectures from Theologians and Exorcists, the Catechism of Trent, Papal and Saints' writings found on the Internet, meditations, prayers, debates, applied apologetics, and other ways by which We seek Holy Truth, Justice, Perfect-Order, Clarity, Love, Prudence, Mercy, and more.
By pulling together the key concepts from this extensive study, We suggest the following possible Apologetic of God’s Will and Logos: Divinely formed by Our soul, guided by the Father within the Son of God by the Holy Ghost, Creation was made in the form of the first single holographic human level of Him—Jesus Christ.
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What is suggested from this most basic Holy Memory of Our 'Crayon Drawing' is God's Will, The Father's Logos formed Creation through Our involvement fore which then Justly assigns Cause -Responsibility-part-Ownership of resulted (and reshaping) Holy Ordering of Material world and Material Forms of all Life, including plants,animals, and Others Sharing God's Love, Charity, Mercy, Truth, Justice, perfect-Ordering, .., God's Holy Grace that Moves the Holy Ghost to Advance Life throughout Our full soul interconnecting all Living Creations' Material Forms; Single-celled, Multi-cellular, .., plants, and animals, and all Our Forms; Man (and Woman) – Suffering-Sinners, Saintly, Fallen Materially connected, and Angelic Forms, from Holy Perfect (such as the Man Form conceived with Son of God soul, Jesus Christ) through Fallen Sinner against The Holy Ghost.
The Son of God, The Father, The Holy Ghost – The Holy Trinity – The uncreated eternal first-Mover. God “I Am” existed before We were created, before our Soul was shaped out of His 'Image' roots, His soul Template, emptied, Lovingly shaped, and then shown basic skills and Blessed with the minimums needed to Holy Crayon Draw the Start of a different soul-path, over-and-over which Grows Our Total Full Soul, ever more and Better.
The Un-Changable and Re-Shapable Paradox
As God is infinite and never Changing, so can, is and will be with each of Our soul, as each Our souls' copied and then of those, every soul version that BeCame Holy Guided and perfected in Purgatory (part of) Our soul as We each Unite and Commune into Christ - Jesus Christ version Finished Christ. Jesus shaped by God out of We, shaping and growing Jesus Christ with and using The Son of God's Holy Love, Truth, Mercy, Charity, Forgiveness, Justice, Right-Order, .. His Triune Person of God, Feeding Us His Life, His Blood and Body, Creation. Jesus Christ as both God and Our Perfected Man and Perfected Creation.
Consider not Our First soul's Holy Life (Grace) into every living creature, that all Creations exist and Lives off of Our First soul's Body, Blood, Ghost, but instead consider Our soul version responsible for This Day-of-Bread, from Sundown till Sundown of this Day We Blessed to Live. This soul version is one of Yesterday's soul version at Sundown.
Most Western once Christian-valued raised peoples have heard of King Auther's Court, King Auther's Round Table, the Meeting place where all Knights (those trusted to be Virtuous by the King's Standard, Often Traditional Catholic Standards) and all Trusted Others, sit, eat, debate, teach, .., as 'equals' without regard to Class, Wealth, Age, .., with the King, the Monarch. The Monarch being 'First above Equals' and directs this Communion Sharing through a system of directing each member the opportunity to Address all the Table and often the Monarch's entire Court, which of the parts of Court that is present.
Today the version of We that was a copy of yesterday's soul version at Sundown. We are the Monarch of Our Creature until Sundown, and Sits as First above Equals at Our Round Table, and sitting to Our left is Yesterday's Monarch and that version of Us that simultaneously Sits as First above Equals with Our Yesterday's Round Table, We the Voice of Yesterday's Round Table. At this Day-of-Bread Round Table sits each past Days-of-Bread Voice on left side, and We as First above Equals is Better Monarch through Listening to each past Voice that request to Serve and Share, but also to Listen Deeply withing Our Voiced Equal's Offering and review all significant (sub) Table's previous aspects that Informed Our Voiced Address, while also reviewing all sub-Table's debate for wrongly Suppressed content and sharing.
(continued in reply)
(continued from above comment)
I suggest this Model because of Holy Memories of We as First above Equals for a period of Days-of-Bread that were unBlocked Memories from earlier soul-versions, as well as rapidly after the Holy Ghost Cleansed Us of Our 'Family Demon' that God allowed We to suffer and fail those vane life-goals that child We misshaped out of Ignorance, Pride, Sin, .., using and Seeking Truth, Justice, Right-Ordering, Charity, Love, Mercy, Prudence, .. that were Impossible because Us with 'Family Demon' was a 'Bad Tree' and no 'Good Fruit' can be Produced, but By the Grace and Will of God. The Exorcism by The Holy Ghost removed the Darkened damaged Intellect, Memory, Clarity, Prudence, .., and all other mental-faculties. So then We suffered Clarity and Truth, Understanding Justice, and Right-Ordering, The Horror of Our life having been Betrayed, mind-raped from Crib into life-long pain and suffering, confusion, poisoned into ever failing, ever victimized, a vane wasted sin-enslaved constant unTruth, inJUstice, disOrdering, unLoving and unLovable.
That Holy Charity ripped-away all protective psychological-falseness, all internal and external excuses for and subjective blindness of Evils, and the Raw Truth caused what is termed 'Ego Death' (a "complete loss of subjective self-identity") that caused a moment of Timeless Ego-removal and Being, all false psychological filters ripped-away, a moment naked before God and His Brutal Love, His Being to Seek to Mirror, and Ego Rebuilding made Better with God's Truth, Justice, Right-Ordering, Charity, Wisdom, .. God's Perfect Templates as Blue-Prints for Ego-Rebuilding and His Grace, and His Will, through the Holy Ghost with Angelic Support (The Lion), Our Ego-Death till Ego-Rebuild took only moments in Material-Time before We left the Fetal Position and return to the desk-chair We sat on before being lowered to floor at Ego-Death.
We will Testify more fully about the Angelic Guide that helped Us, He called Himself 'The Lion' and spoke without a voice, but directly into my soul by what seemed to be a Union of souls to overlay some memory and unBlocking a 'Memory' of each sentences, images, high-fidelity experiences, partial or complete concepts, for examples, as a new unfolding memory of those communications, newly unBlocked - yet also memories that We always had. The Lion listened to Our thoughts, and knew what We would communicate to Him. At no point did We believe Him to be Jesus Christ, The Lion seems to be The Lion in Saint John's Book of Revelation.
The Lion provided that Name, and never stated He was that 'Lion' Saint John Testified too, or even that He was an Angel (Holy or Fallen), and instead Knew from the soul-overlap that We having moments ago been stripped of a Demonic Possession (that God Allowed, Praise God!,) that The Lion must create 'Good Fruit' to be Trusted. The Lion knew what had been Holy Blocked from Our memories, yet those Blocked Memories shaped parts of Us. The Lion knew what We re-remembered – specifically that a Holy Memory exists of Our direct Service to God and much suffering resulted, and We – because of Our past ignorance – could not understand why it happened, only inJustice made sense, and We lost Trust in God. (Details of this Holy Memory will be included later in this Testimony.)
The Lion conveyed not only Clarity of Our Being, but seemed to approve of Our now reasoned sane constant distrust of Fallen Man (and woman), distrust of Him and reasons for assistance, distrust of the unTruth and inJustices of Master versions of Us that Presumes Godhood and takers of Our Services, distrust of those Demons' comfortable falsehoods and sin-Blindness, that Masculine Will rejects and Feminine chaos and weakness embrasures, and distrust of Our own Models of Creation and Reality.
The Lion stated simply that, yes, most of my adult life was a Satanic Torture Prison, and it was often a endless Hell. While We (both) knew that We had been Blessed similar Clarity a few times but lacked the Strength to face it, choosing instead to demand the 'Family Demon' to Block such Clarity and the Memory of what Truth was exposed, to Block even the dealing and agreements with Our Demons. The Lion confirmed those newly unBlocked facts of the Life-Joy-Love-Hope murdering targeted Horrors We victim too; that Satan used direct Demonic-Possession, Demonic-Oppression of others, Satan through each Witches' Power-Demon to offer each Witch and Coven extra Demonic Powers and evil-Profits, and other evils, and Yet The Lion also confirmed the Basic Justice of Our sufferings having refused The Holy Ghosts Gift of Holy Clarity. The Lion addressed the Raw Truth, and so Being the Pure Shape of Love, masculine Will to Truth, Justice, Right-Order, Love, Charity, …
In every interaction with the Lion Our trust grew. His management of Our Guidance, Support, Teaching, Warnings, .., even His management of God's Truth - on reflection and meditation none can be faulted, except towards Our last Interactions. For days or weeks after The Holy Ghost removed Our demons and Healed Our Darken damaged Blinded insane-accepting sin-supporting and sin-practicing mind-raped mental-faculties, after Holy Clarity Ego-Killing Ego-reBirth Holy-Anchoring and Ego-reBuilding Guided by The Lion with first Our assumed consent, Boot-Strapping Ego-Build until Our active consent and after nearly full rejection of same Demonic-Possession to Hide Truth, after Clarity that Satan exists and We must be active and effective in what is now clearly this Holy War - a War for Our and all souls and Creation(s.) From that Wise Choice to stop hiding and start Fighting, not only for Our Holy Human Health and Hope of Salvation, but for all Life and Creation.
That choice formed a closer Union with The Lion and Ego-reBuild Shaped Our Ego for possibility of Holy Warrior Station in Life; mostly unBlocking memories of Holy Events and Skills that most of Our earlier soul versions mastered and used for Love, Mercy, Truth, Righteousness, .. before Perfecting Purgatory and re-Uniting with Risen Perfected Us in God's Beatific Presence. Those Holy Memories that are unBlocked from which We may Call to Will fuller Truth to Trinity in Jesus Christ's Name, To Channel Jesus Christ's Love and Mercy into Our Will, if and when God's Will. To engage Our Fuller Larger soul as needed, complete with Clarity, Simplicity, Humility, and Acceptance as Right and Normal – with Will to alter Our and all Others' memories if needed and Just, to return smaller and to forget.
The Lion that Guided Us paralleled much of what Saint John Testified The Lion did in Book of Revelation; He was Right and Just enough to Open the Scrolls as He Rightly and Justly Opened those Blocked, False, and-or Hidden, used Raw Truths We were unable to 'Open',
(end - for now.)